Psalm 73:24-26
24You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will receive me to glory.
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
and afterward you will receive me to glory.
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Since I got back in town last week I've been really busy. For the most part the time has been well spent with friends discussing what God has been doing in our lives, and it's been really encouraging. On the other hand there has also been some time that wasn't so well spent. It's been awesome, but I haven't taken much of any time to myself. I'm writing this blog as a reminder for myself and anyone else who reads this to slow down and to pray for deeper desire for the Lord. For a deeper love and focus on God who is above all. Jesus withdrew himself to be with the Father whenever he needed, but many times we feel the need to constantly be around people and occupied with something. Why?
Despite all the business and multiple conversations about God I have been having lately desire has been at the core of many of them. Our lives are controlled by what we desire, whatever it may be. On the way home last week Sam and I listened to a sermon by Francis Chan about desiring godly character. He talked about how so many people desire goals, like being in a relationship. But when they get into a relationship and things don't work out they don't understand what wrong. We don't take Jesus seriously when he said "Seek first the kingdom of God and righteousness and all these things will be added to you"(Matt. 6:33) We focus instead on our desires and we end up without godly character and the goal we were heading towards. We spend so much of our time desiring and striving after goals in our life that we overlook the kind of Christian we need to be.
What kind of Christian do we want to be?
What kind of Christian does God want us to be?
Do these things even match up?
These are all questions that have been weighing heavily on my mind lately. Am I so consumed with God's will for my life that I desire to carry out his law and to live humbly like Christ? Do I accept and take ownership of truths in the Bible that I don't want to believe? Do we truthfully desire God's will to be done in our lives? God is a justifier, but he is also just and hates and must punish unrighteousness. Thankfully our God is also merciful and gracious and through Christ we have been set free from sin (Romans 8:2). And we have been set free not to set our minds and desires on things of the flesh, but instead on things of the Spirit. Ultimately and thankfully it is not up to us. God is in control and it is our duty to glorify Him and to submit ourselves to His mercy and grace. Christ conquered death so that we may obtain his righteousness, not by anything we have done but by God's grace.
We have to ask ourselves if we are desiring Christ and God's glory above all? Is God's will and law on our minds? If not all we can do is pray. Pray for humility and submission. Pray for grace and mercy. If we aren't desiring God are we really saved? This are questions that we need to be asking ourselves and aware of in our lives. Too often as Christians we are complacent with our thoughts and are not aware how far our hearts and desires are from Him who saved us? We forget God's promises and we lose a desire to set our mind on things that are above.
I pray that our relationships with the Lord will reflect the same humility and wisdom of Christ. That God will reveal to us and will understand that he really is all we need. That God will give us a desire and hunger for truth, and a desire to own that truth no matter what it is.
"Christians deprive themselves of their most solid comforts by their unbelief and forgetfulness of God's promises."
~Samuel Parker
Psalm 37:3_5
3 Trust in the LORD, and do good;
dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
4 Delight yourself in the LORD,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him, and he will act.